Yesterday we went to the beach, as a family. The last time we went, I stayed home to avoid getting sicker. This time I wanted to be a part of the memories, and I am glad I went. I set up my beach tent so I wouldn't be in the sun all day, but did spend some time in the water with my hubby and the kids. Today of course, I'm paying for it, but it feels worth it for the memories we made. Took some steroids, to try to stop the pancreatitis flare that's starting, and soaking in the bath for kidney pain. But we lupus warriors need to remember to live, at least once in a while. Chances are I was going to be in pain the today anyways!